entry 1
never know what to write, everything is so quick, it's hard to grip on to something and concentrate on some thought for couple of minutes. i can only write about the fact that i don't know what to write, don't know what to do and what i wanna do (but never do).
entry 2
almost everyday i am thinking about 3 humans i once liked or almost loved + people i see underground, or in the streets or on internet. i've never had a real relationship, i know i will have, but i don't think it will ever compare to what i am daydreaming on daily basis. i am also constantly thinking about sex. which is kinda irritating since i wanna learn new stuff. it's very distracting. and porn is very addictive. at least i'm not addicted to drugs.

internet + porn + sugar = drugs - heavy drugs